I am happy, "Ya Rabi" I am, I really am happy…This is what I am talking about, being happy for no reason just be!
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12 October 2006
Am I asking too much or too little? What is it? Why is it not happening?
I just want peace; I want to look at the sky and be happy just for being able to see it. I want to appreciate getting up …lifting up my arm…setting at a table after a day of fasting…I want be happy for every minute I live, for every stupidity in my life.
I want to know what Fulfillment feels like, what we call in Moroccan dialect "Al qanaa".
I thought that I would acquire it, and that I just have to ask …didn't god tell me to ask and he will give. Well, then I am so ready for it…I want to be happy for being happy, happy for just the fact that I am alive. Why is it so hard?
God, am I offending just by asking all this, I know you are listening …so don't I deserve an answer? No, don't…don't let me down!