26 May 2006

Strangly true

Strangly true!

I am usually very skeptical, but sometimes things are so clear that you have to believe.

This is not the first time it happened to me. It is dawn and I am not really asleep but not completely up either and then ...I saw something or someone.

for a moment there, I really taught I was talking to him until I heard his voice asking whom I was talking to.

So as I said, I am not really up and I feel pushed down by some weird and strange force and then I see my husband. It was just his head, you know like a projection and I could see through it, and he started telling me something. He was telling me something but unfortunately my fear would not let me discern.

I t was scary my husband was next to me asking me whom I was talking while his own head was trying to tell me something. Maybe he has something to tell me, but he is afraid I might not take very well.

I don't know, it is just weird! Last time I had this experience it was my grandma who came to visit, She sat next to me on my bed and we talked. Her voice was very appeasing, could be my weird brain?

10 May 2006

Ashamed and embarrassed

Ashamed and embarrassed, by what Morocco has recently done, I tried not to talk about it, but I guess after the lengthy report on Al-Jazeera and other Arabic News sources there is no way I can hide it any longer.
When I first heard about the Visa denial decision in response to the Hams group request to enter Morocco for the Islamic Pan-Arab Summit, I did not know what to think.
It is not like the Moroccan government to do such undiplomatic move, yet it was its decision. What is it? Is it a sound decision, made because the government has very serious concerns about Hamas entering the country and influencing the Islamist groups we have in Morocco? Or is it a bow to the lord of the “New World”, M. Bush.
What is going on? People are dying there!
As I have said many times before, I am pro-nothing and certainly not HAMAS or any other entity; my only concern here is the humanitarian aspects of the issue.
Hamas or other, look at the people the civilians who have nothing to do in all this (well yes they have voted for the group) they just wanted a better lives for them and for their children.

My head hurts, i really do not get it anymore. You know i can't even watch TV anymore, especially the news. I feel bad whenever i see pictures of kids dying or suffering while i am on the sofa making all these speeches and doing nothing. I want to chnage things but how...?

Oh lord! If I only had magical powers. I would turn M.Bush into a frog and let's see, Ben Laden into a ...i do not know something that we can kick without being blamed...Ahhh! A ball. Who else can you think of someone else that the world does not need?

03 May 2006

What does the Moroccan government want?

Accused of defamation, Le Journal hebdomadaire an « independent » Moroccan newspaper has been condemned into paying almost $340.000. This is not the first time a newspaper is prosecuted like this, just last week three others endured the same treatment and they could thus close, according to this article on Liberation.fr
What is the message here, I really don’t get it. Do they or do they not want us Moroccan to evolve?